Life?

Have you ever wonder what is the meaning of life? Everyone always said that every life has its own meaning, its own purpose. Sometimes I wonder if that's true...

I don't have a purpose in life. I have nothing precious for me. I have no one to cared about, nobody ever cared about me. Nothing I'm good at, nothing I can do best.

With all of those thought, I always have one question : What is life? What's the purpose of my existence? Does my life have any meaning at all? No matter how much I ask this, how many times I think about it, nothing comes up.

After all those thoughts, another question pops up. Why do I keep living? If my life has no meaning, no purpose of my existence, nothing I'm good at, so why do I keep living? One of my fears is that I will never find answers to those questions. I'm not afraid of death, I'm scared of knowing nothing.

Everytime I have principles, every things that I thought was true, it turns out to be the biggest mistake I've ever done.

To anyone who read this, if you have people that care for you, and you care for them, if you have something that you proud of, something meaningful for you, just hold onto it. Let it be your anchor that holds you down so you won't be drift into nothingness.

Dreams?

So, I haven't post anything in a long time. Last month only one post. It's just there's not much to tell. Of course I do have a problem in life and everything, but I made this blog not for any drama. Yes, you can share anything, but talking about my problem gonna make my blog looks like a beach. But now, I want to talk about dreams.

When I said dreams, I didn't mean dreams  that you get every night when you sleep. I meant something that you want, but it's kinda impossible. That's a dream, right? Or maybe a wish? Well, as long as your dreams is still normal (Want to become a doctor, want to travel), let me tell you one thing, it could happen! (Not if your dreams is ride an unicorn or have a flying pony) You could always get your dreams, if you take the first step. Opportunity is always around the corner, so don't pretend like you don't see it or even worse, throw it away. I said this because I've got a lot of opportunities to make my dreams come true, but instead I throw it away, every single one of them. Just grab it, take a leap of faith, do it! Ask yourself this, which will you regret more? Regret of the results, or regret of never try it? I'm one of the guy who regret it because I'm not trying, not knowing what would happen if I took the opportunity. Believe me, it's painful.

Don't forget, there always opportunity to make you dreams come true. You just need to grab it fast, have a faith in yourself. Okay, Maybe I wrote this just because I want my blog to have a post (and also oping anyone would read it. Assuming my layout and the content of the blog, maybe no one will read it), but I just want to remind you guys to not let go of your opportunity. I already waste mine, you guys should not.